11 December 2009

just a touch of sadness

"it's done, it's done"

officially NOT going to RMIT next year.
officially NOT going to be a graphic designer.
officially NOT happy about it, either.

What opportunities have I just passed up?
What mistake have I made?
(have i even made one at all?)

I know that this had been my intention for the past 6 months or so, but now that it finally came to crunch time, I hesitated and now feel butterflies in my stomach.
I just get the feeling that something isn't right, how bizarre - since i know that this is the right thing to do.


  1. So what would you do then? Keep working?

  2. gonna keep working AND study off-campus.
    not in graphic design though, library services.

  3. well that's good at least.
    It's what you want that's most important.

  4. hmm the mistake you made was years ago, when you denied the wonderfull world of pot into your life lol. YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE CORY lol.

    hunni you'll work it out, everything happens for a reason, pretty soon one day you'll just be sitten there and realise your life has just fallen into place without you noticing. theres a reason you hesitated, your ... See Moregut feeling is never wrong, nan always said "if your not sure bout somthing don't do it"
    never doubt yourself baby xx things will turn around and when they do you better tell me all about it.
    :) chin up you'll go far

  5. :) thanks liv. no thanks to the pot, but i liked all the other stuff. i hope it works out too, im gonna sit and twiddle my thumbs and wait for it to fall into place. :)

  6. hmmmm you are really young, you can always study it later - it's graphic design - not brain surgery.

    just get good at illustrator - the whole world will open up for you ;o)